Well. I’ve been officially single for 1 week. I’ve slept with O twice in that time. It was spectacular as always but I think it has come to an end. It was actually very therapeutic . Last Saturday I hadn’t expected it to all end the way it did but yesterday I knew what was happening. I was still sad when he left but felt a little bit of closure.
For the last week the thought of sex had not crossed my mind. At all. I had been wrapped up in my sadness but from the moment I opened the door to O, it was all I can do to get it out of my head. Even sleeping with him hasn’t satiated my appetite. He’s moving to Yorkshire on Wednesday and has spent today there moving some of his belongings so my text requesting a quickie or a ‘longie’ went unfulfilled.
I’m now so desperate that I even contemplated calling ‘the engineer‘ but another text from O put a stop to that thought.
I can’t be held responsible for my actions if the twitchyness continues. How do people go months without sex?
And on an unrelated point, 5th wheel man got in touch again yesterday. Which is extraordinary timing but he’s still not doing anything other than the odd post on my facebook wall. I need a man with some gumption!
April 11, 2010 at 8:11 pm |
eerp always messy messy difficult to get closure.
I’m similarly twitchy. Didn’t have any this week for the first in a while. Result? I’m going insane. From memory it gets better after the first few weeks but for now, a girl’s mocking best friend will have to do
April 11, 2010 at 10:29 pm |
Its worse when you get it regularly. I’m sure I went for a good few weeks at a time when I was in a relationship and it never bothered me. sigh. I think that was more symptomatic of the relationship dying than anything else. but for now my best friend shall have to dusted off until I get back into the swing of things.
Gotta love best friends.x
April 11, 2010 at 10:28 pm |
I should’ve been a priest with the lengths of time I go without. Unfortunately, I’ve gotten used to it. It just means that one arm has muscles like Popeye
April 11, 2010 at 10:40 pm |
Ha! I suppose its easier for women, at least there’s no over developed muscle that gives the truth away!